2010

I wish I could take it back.
I wish I didn't hurt you. I wish you didn't hurt me afterward.
I love you. And I hate that I keep screwing up.

I had the best [and first] new years kiss ever. I've had a lot of firsts and best-evers in 2009. I will remember that, and all of '09 for as long as I live.

Once again, I almost lost you on what should have been a fantastic night.
Never again.

New year, new me.
Or, at least I'm going to try harder.