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I really don't need another problem added to my life. I thought the MIP and probation and my body image and issues and my stupid fucked up head were enough.
This is much, much more.
I can't deal with this. I'm not prepared. I'm not. This isn't supposed to happen to me.
I say I can do it, but I can't.
I can't do this.
Please be negative.

PLEASE.

Dreading the next hour.